We attempted the Alpine Slide, but as soon as I put my car in park,
Rae was sick. Pale. Gonna throw up. For sure. She made me sit in the back of the car with her for almost an hour because she was sure she needed me to help her make it in the bucket. I was coaching her the best I could, but I have never seen a child so incredibly terrified of barfing as my little Rae. She was shaking. Begging me to be the one to be sick...not her. Asking over and over when it was gonna happen. How much is it going to be? Why her? Why can't dad be sick? Or Evan? Seriously, she was so terrified I felt horrible. She went into the typical cramp up, feel ok, cramp up again, feel ok, wave. She asked that we say a prayer. That we did. She begged that Heavenly Father would answer her prayer. Help her. I told her (because I was sure she was going to at any second barf *ye of little faith*) that sometimes our prayers are not answered the way we want them to be answered. Maybe Heavenly Father helped us get to Park City before she got sick so that I could be with her. Help her. She didn't like that. I sat with her. Rubbing her back. Tying her hair up. Gearing her with a couple bags. And we waited . . . and waited . . . and waited . . . Finally I said we are going home. I lined the carpet in front of her with a new blow-up raft...just in case...and off we went. She was quiet. The whole way home. SHE NEVER THREW UP. I am thoroughly convinced Heavenly Father intended for this to be an experience this freshly baptized 8 year old will never ever forget. I told her she had way more faith then me and that she must be a very special girl to our Heavenly Father. She was so unbelievably thrilled...she will never forget that day!
The picture above. Although we weren't able to experience the Alpine Slide we were blessed with a beautiful drive...
and a beautiful teaching moment.
**Sorry for the novel, but then again who am I sorry to. Pretty sure nobody visits my blog...totally fine with me (I understand with FaceBook and Intsagram...the blog world is ancient social media: ). Its purely for my journal purposes only. Truly. And Im actually so glad I have it...for myself and my kids!**
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I love your blog. I don't leave very many comments but I truly love reading your words. You make me want to be a better mom. I actually prefer the blog world but probably for the same reason as a way to journal...but my daily journal would probably read more like a weather report. You have some cuties and Sean may miss some moments but he shares them through you. :)
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